When you like someone, or start crushing on them you start to realize a lot of shit. Like, you’re not the only person out there that they talk to. Their days consist of talking to other people and you realize that there are many, many opportunities for other people to steal their heart before you can grow some balls and tell them you like them. You also realize that all the cute things that they do that made you like them in the first place might all be an act of friendship. Their sweet smiles and soft hugs might just be a normal thing to them while, to you, that shit is special. Like, you start thinking and imagining things like being together and holding hands and shit but in reality, those things can only remain in your dreams. Not that this is really relevant to my life right now but yeah…